If you've read my last topic, you know I'm coming back to BFV.
This is a copy (slightly edited) of what I posted of my wall on HC, and I want EVERYONE to see it.
Back when I was in 360 I sided with toxic on everything. No matter what. That was what I've been taught. Loyalty. That teaching got the best of me in that instance. I didn't realize that he was wrong, and I was wrong.
He (quote from xfire chat with Kowalski) "made joining 360 look like lollipops and unicorns when really is was fire and thorns." That was the worst decision I ever made: joining that clan.
I looked at the posts I made during that period and I was appalled. I sounded like a brainwashed 11 year old. I regret those statements so much now you can't even imagine.
I figured it out about 3 months ago. That's when everyone left. We "had our eyes opened." And this has been a weight on my back ever since I left: Not apologizing.
What this is really about? I'm very sorry. I want everyone that ever played BFV with me to know that. I will NEVER make a mistake as big as that again. Sorry I let you guys down.
This is a copy (slightly edited) of what I posted of my wall on HC, and I want EVERYONE to see it.
Back when I was in 360 I sided with toxic on everything. No matter what. That was what I've been taught. Loyalty. That teaching got the best of me in that instance. I didn't realize that he was wrong, and I was wrong.
He (quote from xfire chat with Kowalski) "made joining 360 look like lollipops and unicorns when really is was fire and thorns." That was the worst decision I ever made: joining that clan.
I looked at the posts I made during that period and I was appalled. I sounded like a brainwashed 11 year old. I regret those statements so much now you can't even imagine.
I figured it out about 3 months ago. That's when everyone left. We "had our eyes opened." And this has been a weight on my back ever since I left: Not apologizing.
What this is really about? I'm very sorry. I want everyone that ever played BFV with me to know that. I will NEVER make a mistake as big as that again. Sorry I let you guys down.